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Gazing into the distance as I ploughed south down the M11 towards London, I was barely aware of the constant splatter of raindrops and spray on the windscreen. The passing junctions blurred into one another as I ate up the miles between the flat I shared in Cambridge with my girlfriend, Sara and my secret destination, the Radisson Blu Hotel next to Stansted Airport, some thirty miles further down the motorway.Hard as I tried to concentrate on the road and the perils of navigating roads as slick as my knickers would have been had I been wearing any, my mind couldn?t help but drift back to the single sentence Sara had whispered to me just three short weeks ago. ?I want you to masturbate for me, Katie.?Those simple eight words, now burned into my mind, had dominated just about every passing thought and action I?d had since. Even though she?d asked at a time when I was already naked, spread wide on the bed and displaying my very needy, wet sex for her pleasure, I couldn?t go through with it. I just couldn?t. It seemed too personal, something that I should do alone in the secrecy of a darkened room and not something for her to look at and enjoy too.There was no logic to that thought, but it was what it was. True, we had sex that night, and as always, we were both panting, spent and very satisfied at the end of it. I loved Sara, and just as much as I loved her as a person, I loved fucking her too. Judging by how often she?d dragged me to bed for a hot, steamy love making session, I knew she felt the same way about me. Despite all that, I couldn?t help but feel like I?d let her down by not allowing her to share the act of intimacy she so wanted to see. I also knew I hated how I felt and had to do something about it.Time trickled by that night as I lay awake in thought. The numbers on the clock slowly morphed from one to another as I mulled ideas over and over, dismissing some, keeping others, and slowly hatching a plan that would give me the confidence to afford Sara what she wanted. By the time the shrill tones of the alarm buzzed into life at 6am I knew what I wanted to do. It was brave, a touch crazy and most definitely over the top, but having crafted a plan that had cost me a night?s sleep, I was determined to go through with it.To put things into action I had to wait three days before I finally had some time off when Sara was working. No sooner had she?d kissed me goodbye and closed the door to go to work, I was cruising the internet looking for what I wanted. Two hours later, and with a long list of discarded options scribbled out on my pad, I settled on the company I wanted to fulfil my plan - Sundance Models and their professional video shoots. If figured if I could touch myself for a camera, then I?d be able to do anything in front of Sara and fulfil her wildest masturbatory fantasies about me.I was brought back to the present by the dulcet tones of my satnav warning me my junction was approaching. ?Take the next exit in four miles time.?Four. The number that just after I?d chosen Sundance Models had set me on a mad few days of manicures, exfoliation treatments, facials and a deep hair condition. ?We need a minimum of four photos for us to accept your application. Your photos should be eye catching with no logos or other people present in the shot. Do not provide holiday snaps, clubbing pics or selfies with the camera reflecting in a mirror. Two photos must be headshots and the other two full body images,? the website had instructed. I?d read their requirements for prospective clients over and over and knew the pictures had to be good.After all the treatments, I waited until Sara was working again before doing my nails and then dashing down my local salon for a quick tanning session. Several hours later, after considerable use of the time lapse setting on my camera, several cleverly placed bedside lamps with the bulbs exposed and multiple changes of clothes to give a variety of dark, light and sexy outfits, I thought I had four well-lit, good quality pictures of myself.?Exit in four hundred yards,? the satnav prattled on.Four? there it was again. The number seemed intrinsically linked to the demands of Sundance Models. £400 was the fee they wanted if they liked your pictures and commissioned an hour?s worth of test shoot. That included setting up, hire of the room and, if all went well, would give twenty to thirty minutes of useable film. I needed to pay half up front and the second half after the test shoot. Francesca, my email contact at Sundance, and the person who was going to do my test shoot, said that once they?d reviewed the finished film, if I was then picked up on a contract, the second £200 would be waived with usual contractual terms and conditions applying thereafter.I flipped the indicator down and brought myself into the inside lane ready to exit. I followed the satnav directions for the next ten minutes until I pulled in and parked in the lot in front of the Radisson. Luckily the rain had stopped, so I was able to double check the contents of my bag in the boot without having to juggle Gölbaşı escort bayan (http://golbasi.t2bro.net/) it all while holding an umbrella.I?d followed Sundance?s list of do?s and don?ts prior to the test shoot to the letter. I ran them through in my mind. Bring a garment bag of trusted outfits/lingerie you've worn before, which you're confident make you look your best ? check. Do some base makeup before you arrive and make sure you keep it natural ? check. Bring a selection of top ups with you? check. Make sure any 'personal grooming' is done well before a shoot - red or sore skin is not a good look ? check, I?d trimmed my pussy into a neat landing strip with everywhere else nice and smooth two days beforehand. Get a good night's sleep and do not party the night before a shoot ? Check, sort of. I?d slept well, but only because I?d drunk a bottle of wine to calm my nerves. To avoid lines, make sure you don't wear any tight underwear at least two hours before shoot ? I?d taken my knickers and bra off before I?d left home - check.One quick glance at the luminous clock on the dash of my car told me I was spot on time for my two o?clock appointment with Francesca. I could feel my pulse pounding in my temples as I walked slowly into the foyer of the hotel. I was so lost in constructing scenarios for what was to happen in the afternoon ahead that I barely noticed I?d wandered into the bar area where we?d agreed to meet.It was sparsely populated and there were several girls sitting alone, so I wasn?t sure which one was Francesca. The fact that she knew what I looked like from the four photos was a massive advantage for her. No sooner had I walked in and glanced round than I was approached. Not that I knew what to expect, but she was casual, smartly dressed in jeans, a Barbour jacket and a neck scarf. Her face was made up, but not over done, and her long blonde hair was pulled back into a pony-tail.?It is Katie, isn?t it?? she asked me.?That?s me. Francesca, right???Yes, from Sundance Models, the person you?ve been emailing to and fro with. How are you???I?m fine thanks,? I replied.?Well, it?s nice to meet you Katie. Thanks for coming today.??You too, Francesca.??Would you like a drink???No, I?m fine thanks. I don?t think I?m in need of that kind of help with my courage just yet,? I laughed.?Okay. So, where are you from originally Katie?? Francesca asked; a somewhat obvious ice breaker question.?Well, I was born near London, Beaconsfield to be precise, but I moved to Cambridgeshire four years ago, with work.?Francesca leant in and looked at me a little more seriously, like she was about to get into the nitty gritty of the purpose of our meeting. I wasn?t disappointed when she said, ?Okay, let?s get to the point. The more honest and open you are with the answer to this question and other questions I?m going to ask, the better the shoot will be and the more likely for you to get a permanent contract. Ready??I nodded.?What made you want to pursue your desire to masturbate on camera and have people watch that??Francesca had been very direct. It was only right I responded in kind. ?My girlfriend asked me to touch myself while she watched. She said she?d love it if I did and that she?d find it an amazing turn on. I was shy beyond belief and really didn?t feel comfortable doing it. It?s silly in a way as we do all sorts of naughty and very explicit stuff together. So, when I replied to your advert, I suppose it?s just my very extreme way of dealing with and overcoming that shyness. Does that answer your question???Yes, it does. So, now you?re here, are you sure you really want to do it???Yes, very much so. Let?s see what happens.??In order to plan out the shoot I need to ask you a few very personal questions first. As I said, please be honest. What are you curious about exploring on camera, Katie?? Francesca enquired.?I?m not sure. I just want to be in a position where I feel comfortable touching myself knowing that I?m being watched. Is that so crazy???Not at all, but when we do the shoot in a minute there won?t be anyone else in the room besides me, so is that really going to help you in the way you want???I get that, but it?s what could be beyond the lens that excites me. The thought that others, hundreds, thousands maybe, could end up watching me, watching me touch myself very intimately, watching me bring myself to orgasm. That excites me.??You say you have a girlfriend. Are you gay???Yes.?Francesca shifted a little in her seat and flicked some stray hair back over her ear. ?Okay, would it bother you that guys could end up seeing you??I felt I was being tested a little now. I?d come this far and had no intention of walking away from the situation, so I decided to rise to the challenge and make my answer as risqué as possible. ?You mean am I worried that they could be out there stroking their cocks, wanking over me, imagining touching and kissing me, fucking me, maybe coming on me or inside me?? I asked somewhat boldly.Francesca laughed. ?Pretty much, yes. Does it???No. I?m doing this for me, my Escort Keçiören (http://kecioren.t2bro.net/) girlfriend and maybe a contract, not for them. If they want to think that, I?m cool with it.??Fair enough, we all have our reasons for doing things,? stated Francesca. ?Okay, more personal questions which will help me plan the shoot. How often do you masturbate???Every day.??Just once???No, more than that. Several times most days.??Do you use anything to help you???You mean toys???Yes.??I have two dildos, one silicon and one glass. I also have a bullet vibe and some anal beads.??Which is your favourite???The glass dildo.??Why?s it your favourite???My girlfriend bought it for me one Christmas, so it?s special for that reason alone. I also love the shape. It?s sleek with a sparkly pink, rose shaped tip to it. I can?t get enough of it.??You were asked to bring some things with you today, make up, clothes and stuff. I hope you have them all. Just on the off chance, may I ask if you brought that dildo with you today???I did, yes. It goes everywhere with me.??Good,? Francesca smiled. ?More questions now. What?s your favourite part of your body???My smile and my eyes.??They?re gorgeous yes, and part of the reason we?re doing the test shoot, but that?s not what I meant. I meant the naughtier parts of your body. Maybe your breasts, or your legs, or your???My bum,? I blurted out.Francesca smiled again. ?Why your bum???It?s not the way it looks before you ask. It?s the way it makes me feel.??Describe it,? Francesca directed.?Honestly? I love touching and being touched there. It feels amazing. When I?m alone or with my girlfriend, it?s as much a part of our, her, enjoyment as anywhere else on my body.??So, do you have a fetish? Does it involve your ass???I adore having my bum enjoyed,? I answered, the questions and answers flying quickly back and forth between us now.?Enjoyed?? Francesca enquired, her face imploring me to tell her more.?I imagine much more than that. Can I use the word worshipped?? I blushed.?You want someone to worship your ass???Yes. Is that wrong???Not at all. I?m trying to work out what?s best for your shoot. Would you like that to be part of it???In some way, yes I think so.??Okay. Do you ever watch porn movies and see other girls do what you want to do today???Sometimes, yes.??Do they turn you on???Of course they do, massively.?Francesca didn?t let up for a second with her questioning. ?Okay, sticking with your bum for a second. Do you like spanking?? she shot at me.?When I?m seriously turned on? yes. I know I love it when my girlfriend spanks me.??Does she use her hand or a paddle???Her hand, usually when I?m on all fours and she?s behind me.??Would you use a paddle???Yes, if she wanted to. I?d like that.??Okay, so, what do you expect from today???To be filmed touching myself and to overcome my shyness. I want what I?ve said turns me on too.??Remind me what you want,? Francesca directed again.?A contract???Forget the contract for a second. What do you want?? she asked again, this time nodding her head towards my body.It took a second for me to realise what she really meant. ?Ah? yes, my toy deep inside me, everywhere,? I replied.?Your pussy???Yes.??Your ass???Oh my god, yes.??And? what else about your ass? Tell me, Katie??I want to imagine someone worshipping my ass while I wank for your camera.??Explain what you mean by worshipping.??Someone loving it, kissing it, licking it, putting their tongue in it, fucking it,? I just about panted out.Francesca was both quick and relentless in her onslaught if questions. ?What else about your ass???I want to imagine it being spanked.??Hard???Yes, I want it red.??And what am I doing while all this is happening.??Filming me, filming the whole lot.??How long for???Until I come.??Are you turned on now???That would be an understatement. I feel rampant.?Francesca smiled one last time before standing up. ?Shall we get started with the shoot then?? she asked. ?I?m pretty much all set up ready for you.??I?m all yours. Please, yes.?Francesca guided me out of the bar and through the lobby to the lifts. Once the doors were closed and we were alone she explained a little more about what would happen.?I?ve got a Panasonic HC-X1000 camera. It shoots in full Ultra HD, downloading as it goes to an SD card. You?ll know when I?m filming live as there?s a LED light on the front that glows red when we?re off and running. You have to remember that the whole ethos of Sundance Models is to provide high quality videos of beautiful girls for the population at large, girl or boy, to masturbate to. From the conversation we?ve just had in the bar I think you?re well aware of this and up for that???Yes, I am,? I replied as the lift doors opened on to the second floor and Francesca guided me down the corridor to Room 253.Francesca dug the electronic key card out of her pocket and slid it into the pad on the door. The light flicked to green and we were in the room. The first thing that struck me was the setup of the room. It was like a magazine cover. All the Radisson corporate Kızılay escort (http://kizilay.t2bro.net/) branding had been removed and a variety of props - pillows, flowers and vases, had been strategically placed. I scanned over everything, looking for something that indicated the room wasn?t staged. Nothing. This was a room that was dressed to be totally un personal; anyone?s fantasy.?This is the camera I spoke about,? said Francesca, indicating a large video camera mounted on a tripod about a metre beyond the end of the bed. ?And these, as you can see, will provide the light.?Francesca waved her arms in the general direction of three big umbrellas, all with large bulbs, ready to project light onto the bed.?Okay,? said Francesca. ?Please can you go to the bathroom and finish off your makeup while I get the lights switched on and ready to film. You?ve picked a good neutral foundation, but now you need to pick some colours that complement the bronze scheme I?ve chosen, so pick some slightly brighter blush, eye shadow and lipstick to match. You also need to get dressed. I trust you brought a selection of outfits and lingerie with you???I did, and I think I have just the stuff to look good with the colours you?ve chosen.??Good, I?ll see you in a second then.?I was ?dressed? and putting the finishing touches to my lipstick when Francesca appeared at the door. ?While you?re finishing up, it?s important you listen to the instructions I?m going to give you now and during the test shoot. Ready???Yes.??As I said before, this is all about those that will eventually be watching you. They?ll be interested in your body yes, but they also want to hear you speak. So, I need you to talk to the camera in a way that a viewer thinks you?re talking directly to them. Can you do that???I think so. I assume I?m not talking about my day here,? I laughed. ?You need me to be sexy, right???Perfect. You need to describe a little about what you?re doing, and what you?d like done to your body by your unknown admirers beyond the camera. Please be alluring, naughty and explicit, but above all you need to be as sexually provocative as you possibly can.??I can do that I think. Anything else???Come here, let me show you something,? said Francesca leading me out into the bedroom and to the camera. ?I?ll be behind the camera at all times, following you as you move. When I raise my right hand, you?ll know I?m zooming in. This camera has an optical zoom of twenty on it, so I can get some fabulous high definition close ups of you. When my hand goes up you need to be still and show me you, from the position you?re in at the time, whether that be your bum, boobs or pussy. Got it???Got it.??I also have some cue cards that I?m going to raise at certain times. When I raise one, that?s me instructing you to move to the next bit of a routine planned for you. I?ve literally just written them out based on what you told me turned you on when we were in the bar.??Can I see what?s on them???I?d rather you didn?t. The whole shoot will feel more natural if it?s a little more of a surprise rather than a story that everyone knows the plot to. Just know that each one will ask you to do a little more than you just have. Have you got the pink tipped, glass dildo you mentioned???It?s in my bag.??Okay, get it out and slide it under the right-hand pillow at the top of the bed. Stay away from the left one. I?ve placed a surprise under there for you to use at the right moment.?I was left to wonder what the surprise was as I fished out my dildo and slid it under the pillow.?Okay, Katie. It?s show time now. Please get in front of the camera and stand next to the right-hand side of the bed.?Francesca switched the lights under the umbrellas on, bathing the whole bed area in bright white light. I walked into the light, painfully aware that the only sound I could now hear was my heart throbbing against the cage of my chest.Francesca broke the silence for the final time before she started the camera rolling. ?Okay, Katie, communication is very important now. Keep an eye out for the cue cards, my right hand indicating I?m zooming and remember to keep talking about what you?re doing and how much you?d like the unseen audience to have every inch of your body. Oh, and please stay as relaxed and comfortable as you can. Ready???I think so,? I replied, a touch of nerves showing in my voice for the first time. I thought briefly of Sara, how all this was ultimately for her and steeled myself one last time for what was to come. ?No, there?s no think about it, I need to do this. Let?s go.??Good. I want you to start with touching yourself up and down while dressed as you are now and walk back and forth a bit. You get the idea? The first time I raise my right arm I want you to start to undress. Remember to keep talking in the way I suggested. Got it???Yes.??Okay. Three? two? one? and go.?The LED light on the front of the camera blinked into life. My heart was in my mouth as the moment of truth was here. ?Sara, keep thinking of Sara,? I kept saying silently to myself.I stared at the camera and smiled, the first words tumbling from my mouth in a nervous rush.?Hi, I?m Katie. Do you like the sexy outfit I?m wearing? It?s turning me on to show you. Maybe I should show it to you in detail. Would you like that??I started to run my hands up and down the sleeves of the very short and skimpy orange dress I?d chosen.