I Swear, We're Not Gay - Part 1

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I Swear, We're Not Gay - Part 1My older sibling Ricky is my hero. He still teaches me about things I need to know, or maybe just the most important things. He really opened my eyes to a few things a couple of months ago.Ricky was a tall athletic guy, a real ladies man, and kind of a trouble-maker in his day. A year and eighteen months my senior, he always had time to help me out of a jam or give me advice. I was home during my semester break from college and ne night Ricky asked if I wanted to watch a movie. I quickly responded with a YES! I was psyched because he usually goes out on Friday nights with his friends or his girlfriend Trish. It turns out we were home alone that night; Dad was out of town on business. My mom passed away several years ago and while I was away at college, Ricky and my dad lived here. Why should Ricky pay for his own place when my dad is away on business frequently? Ricky said he had some movies we could watch. He put one in and it turned out to be a porno. He said, ?I thought I?d show you the hot chick in this flick. Here she is, isn?t she hot?? 'Shit, yeah!' This was way cool, hanging out with my big brother and watching skin flicks. I tried really hard to hide that this flick really turned me on and within minutes I had a tent in my pants. I didn?t want Ricky to see it and start teasing me. After about twenty minutes or so, out of the corner of my eye, I could see that Ricky kept looking at me with this shit-eating grin on his face. I was about to ask him what was up when he starting rubbing the bulge that had formed between his legs. ?Ever jerk-off while watching porn,? he asked casually while never taking his eyes off the TV.We knew that each other jerked-off and used to joke and tease each other over the years. He knew damn well I had jerked-off while watching porn. Before I could answer he continued with, ?man that's fucking hot? as he kept squeezing the obvious boner through his jeans. ?Ever do that, Rob?'? He was now looking directly at me waiting for an answer. 'Well, sure I have. That's pretty much what these movies are for, I always thought. Why?'Ricky looked back at the screen. 'Because?' He reached for the front of his belt. 'If you don't mind, b*o, I'm gonna rub one out right here. I'm so fuckin' horny, can't stand it anymore. Ricky started to unzip his fly while gazing back and forth between the TV and my face. ?Cool,? he asked just before pulling his dick out. I was kind of speechless. This was Ricky, the brother I grew up worshipping and I wanted to be just like him. He seemed really comfortable with the situation and I desperately wanted to appear that it was cool with me too. The whole thing was kind of weird, but he is my big brother and has had girlfriend after girlfriend and obviously more experienced than me, but I still wondered if this was this OK?He said, ?Oh, come on, Robbie it's just türbanlı istanbul escort (http://www.turbanliescortlar.com/kategori/istanbul-turbanli-escort) me. You can?t tell me that you don't feel like doing the same thing too. If I weren?t here you?d be pumping your dick just like I am. Look at that chick suck dick! You just admitted it a second ago.? Before I could respond, Ricky stood up, unsnapped his jeans and pulled his pants and briefs down just past the knees. His massive erection sprung up and bounced at the base of his tight stomach. It was the biggest cock I had ever seen. He popped back down onto the couch and spit into his hand and began beating his meat. ?Fuck yeah,? he said gruffly as he concentrated on the blowjob on the screen. Suck it, bitch.I sat in shock. Yes, we?d grown up together, taken baths together and even showered together while on the same softball team just last this year, we are brothers, after all. I'd seen his cock before but man, this was different, and I?d never seen him totally hard before. It was pretty big; a real grown man's cock. He is only two years older than me, but his dick just seemed so much bigger, longer and harder than mine. I could see him jerking off out of the corner of my eye while I watched the movie. The scene in my own pants was getting hotter by the second. Something about this situation had touched a nerve in me; one I'd never felt before. I couldn't think straight and my heart pounded in my chest. ?Shit yeah, Suck that thing.? He glanced over at me. ?C'mon man, whip it out! Just imagine it's your cock she's suckin!? He looked over at me grinning with his huge dick in his fist. Fuck, I didn't want him to think that I was a wimp or something, but I surely couldn't beat my shit in front of him or anybody else. Although he was right about one thing though, if I had been alone, I'd be pounding my cock with a vengeance. ?It?s a hot scene but, ugh I don?t know man. I?m cool and just want to watch I think,? I told him. Damn, I know he definitely thinks that I'm a pussy.Ricky said, ?You don?t have to be embarrassed. I know this is new for you but guys do it all the time. Ever here the term circle jerk?? while still slowly stroking his cock. I told him I had heard of it, but what I didn't tell him is I?ve always thought the concept was kinda gay. He stopped stroking his meat and turned toward me on the couch. Well it means just that, guys jerkin g off together! But hey, I wouldn?t want to force you to do anything you?re not comfortable with as he shook his head in mild disappointment. He went back to the screen and resumed his stroking. I was mortified, the last thing I ever wanted was for Ricky to think I wasn't cool. Awe shit, she's done blowing him. We missed the money shot. Hey, hit the fast forward and go to the next sex scene.Now he didn't even look at me. I was sure he was bummed and I wanted türbanlı istanbul escort bayan (http://www.turbanliescortlar.com/kategori/istanbul-turbanli-escort) his approval desperately. While I fast forwarded the video, I asked, ?Do you and Trish ever watch these together,? In an attempt to find out if he was mad at me and if so, how mad. ?Sometimes,? he said. Yep was pissed and his hard dick was quickly softening. He let out a heavy sigh, stop it right there man. He began shaking his head from side to side, as if making up his mind. ?I should stop, I don't wanna freak you out or anything,? he said.Naw I'm cool, I'm cool, I just ugh you know, I?ve never.? My arms were totally numb as I reached down and undid my pants and slowly slipped them down my thighs. My briefs were still covering my privates. I'm not even sure if I was breathing or not but Ricky watched me and reassuringly nodded his head. There it is. Awesome, b*o! We'll service ourselves together. I smiled sheepishly and tried to emulate my older brother's attitude; casual, cool and really into it. But it just wasn't me. This really felt really gay or maybe just wrong. But I couldn't bear his disapproval. I snapped my underwear down, revealing my stiff cock and grabbed it. It had never been this hard before. I mean NEVER! Ricky looked me in the eye and then down at my dick and said, ?Oh, hard as a rock? as he gave me that reassuring big-brother smile and as I began slowly stroking my prick, I quickly found myself lost in intense sexual feeling; feelings like I'd never had before. Ricky stared into the screen, pounding his pecker. I quickly caught up to his pace and intensity. As we sat beside each other on the couch, watching the hot blonde getting her pussy eaten by another woman while we beat off, I felt like we had never been closer. As my sexual excitement gained force and momentum, this seemed like a really good idea after all. In fact, it was pretty fucking awesome. Jerking off had always been great, but now I could share it with my brother. Man, look at those tits, I offered, my voice escaping as a loud whisper. Ricky was breathing heavily. Ohhhhhh nice, yeah eat that pussy. He started pounding his pecker harder and faster and I increased my pace to match his. Suddenly, a man appeared on screen, 'surprising' the two girls, and started taking his clothes off. We couldn't hear the brief conversation that took place, but it was clear that he was about to get in on the action. When he stripped off his boxers, revealing a not so long but very thick cock, Ricky stared at the screen as if hypnotized. He lay back on the couch and grabbed his balls with his free hand and gently squeezed them as he stroked. The man on screen started fucking the red-headed woman and Ricky faced me on the couch and looked directly at my cock. I stopped working and looked at him, embarrassed, as if to say türbanlı escort istanbul (http://www.turbanliescortlar.com/kategori/istanbul-turbanli-escort) 'what?' and he replied, 'Keep going, dude. I just want to see how you do it. Don't stop, man! That redhead's hot, huh?' I nodded. 'And look at that dude's dick!' A little uncomfortable, I resumed working on my cock. I remained engrossed to the screen, but I could see that Ricky was watching the scene in my lap, still stroking his own meat. Just then a new, interesting feeling emerged in me; one I could never describe. My breathing was harsh; I convulsed on the couch. ?Gonna cum, Robbie,? he asked? I looked away from the screen at the sound of my big brother's voice and stared directly at his cock. Its head was slick with his spit and it was a pinkish-red and he was pounding it mercilessly. Go ahead b*o, let it go, let me see you bust that nut. He wanted to see me cum and suddenly my orgasm began deep inside me. Oh! Ahhh! Shit! And with that long, satisfying groan, my cock erupted thick, white cum that flew a few feet in the air in front of the couch as my eyes clamped shut and teeth gritted tightly, I blew two more shots of jizz and Ricky didn?t stop cheering me on even after my cum landed on him. Yeah, Robbie! Shoot your wad! Oh, yeah! He stared at my dick which was now covered in cum as I lay back on the sofa. So many emotions filled me as I recovered; shame, embarrassment, guilt, terror, relief, satisfaction and even pride. Ricky's excitement at my orgasm made me feel kinda cool.The man with the thick cock had just blown his load all over the redhead's ass. Now Ricky's eyes had closed and he leaned back and pressed himself into the couch. He opened his legs wide and held his ball-bag tightly. OH YEAH! HERE IT COMES! AHHH! Semen shot from the head of his big cock and landed on his thigh. A whole lot of it oozed from his cockhead and down his shaft, running down his fist. A wide satisfied smile shown on his face. Fuck, man that was great. He sat up, his cock shrinking slowly. I sat beside him, waiting for a clue; I wanted to follow his lead. We both watched a few more minutes of the video; but we had lost interest. Then Ricky got up and pulled his pants up, tucking his long, slippery dick into his underwear. I did the same. Standing beside him, wanting to make sure it had been OK, I smiled and said, 'You're right! Pretty cool!'Ricky smiled at me as I buttoned my jeans. 'Told ya. We should do it together more often. I'll get some more movies.''Cool.' My head was spinning. Do this again? As the elation from my orgasm faded, I was so confused. Was my brother gay? Was I, for that matter? I surely did enjoy what we had just done, but it still felt.? I grabbed some paper towels out of the laundry room and made sure everything was cleaned up. Ricky saw the freaked out look on my face as I wiped up the evidence. He approached me in the laundry room and said, ?Robbie, you're uh, cool with this, right? I mean, what we did was perfectly fine, you know? But still, we can't have anybody finding out about it, know what I mean?? There was a hint of menace in his face and voice. This has to be a secret, just something we do together, you know, to blow off some steam, yeah. Sure, Ricky. I'm cool. I hear ya. To Be Continued.............